I stole this from my loverly fiend... i mean friend, Caiti. You have no idea how much I need this right now... hmm...funnnn....

1. List 10 things you want to say to 10 DIFFERENT people but know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
4. Never Discuss it again.


1) You know very well that you are one of my best friends, but sometimes I feel as if I am always getting pushed to the side. Now that you have someone that you can domineer over, you spend all of your time with this person. I love both of you very much, but it seems as though you don't want to hang out anymore. You will probably deny any mention of this whatsoever, but you need to understand. I may not like to have my personal space invaded, but I don't like to be ignored either. Why is there never that lovely happy medium?

2)Hun, I love you and all, but you are one of the most boy crazy people I have ever met in my entire life. You do not NEED a boyfriend. Time will lead you to that right guy. Relax, take it easy. Breathe. You do not need to push to have everything done in such a rush. We are young. We need to embrace it. I love you, but sometimes, I just want to give up and say, "You know what? Do it yourself. I won't help you."

3)Are you beginning to tire of me? Is there something wrong? What have I done? I know that we are not the same age and all and you have to keep up with your own classmates, but we don't talk outside of school anymore. We dont hang out any more and it makes me sad. You are my best best best friend. Whats happening?

4)I know that we have very different perspectives and I respect that. But every time I hear you talking about how I am wrong about everything that I say and that you are suppose to be the queen of the world, I want to shoot myself. Sometimes, you just need to consider other people's feelings and SHUT UP.

5)It's going to be really sad saying this now, but you are everything I think about. Why? I don't know. But you can't help who you like (or even possibly love). Everything, flaw or not, makes you, you. I love every part of you. Your humor, your looks, your enthusiasm when you go after something you want, your dedication, your musicianship,your leadership, everything. While you probably think that I am probably one of the most awkward and embarrassing people on the face of this planet and we will probably never go out, I still love everything about you. I will never be able to say this to your face, but it doesn't make it false. Please don't change.

6)You are my onee-chan, but you need to calm down. Everyone tries to tell you itll be ok, but you don't listen. We all go through hardships. Dont make yours the center of all. (I don't mean anything terrible... I'm just worried about you).

7)I swear the next time you say anything mocking to me I will either hit you or throw a fit. I wish there was a place that I could go to get away from you. But unfortunately there isn't. I want to ship you off to Italy so that you never want to come back. Just leave me alone.

8)There was a time when I loved you with every fiber of my being. But I was very young, and very very very naive. I am sorry that we had to go through that embarrassing situation a few years ago, but now I am glad that it happened. I began to look at how much of a sarcastic, evil, and ridiculous jackass you are. Though I still talk to you, I rarely want to see you in person. But don't worry, I'll forgive you one day.

9) "Kelito", I love you. I do. But I can't do everything for you. If you want the girl, go get her. I cannot be your eyes and ears for something that should be between you and her. Please. One day you will grow up and see why.

10)I watched you from afar for a while. You always struck me as the mysterious type. You were adorable to the point where I just wanted to run up and hug you. We've talked maybe once in our entire three years of knowing each other but you seemed to be one of the nicest people I have ever known. I wish you luck in everything that you do.